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Sidpa

by Integrity

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1.
Becoming 02:58
“The After-Death World” “The reminder, The clear setting-face-to-face…when seeking rebirth.” “The Sidpa Bardo” “....is a thought-form hallucination in the Intermediate State” “…happiness and misery will depend upon karma” “...for them of evil karma who because of the influence thereof become stricken with fear and terror” “... one will have a body just like the body of flesh and blood, the former human” “...wherever thou art to be born…a vision of the place will appear to thee” “... follow not the visions which appear…through weakness…thou wilt have to wander amidst the Six Lokas and suffer pain” “...thou must allow thy mind to rest undistractedly in the nothing-to-do…void state of thine intellect” “...a fixed period is not assured” “...persons of much evil karma…apparitional illusions…and hallucinations of [being pursued by] many people…and sounds as of mountains crumbling down, and of angry overflowing seas, and of the roaring of fire” “…in an unbearable intensity” “...wandering about…incapable of dying” “in reality there are no such things existing outside oneself…act so as to recognize this” “Voidness cannot injure voidness; the qualityless cannot injure the qualityless” “...thy present intellect in the Intermediate State… continuously in motion, whatever thought occur to thee now…will wield great power; ...think not in thy mind of impious things…” “That is thine own illusion” “Abandon all dotings and hankerings”
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Oblivion 03:27
Thine own illusion Whatever thought occur to thee now will wield great power Line split fold rip a hole in the fabric of time Dive in the event horizon Resurrect in a new dimension Congruent version of accumulated strife Within an idle vessel Banned from every level of hell Left riddled at best with undigested symbols Sleep-walking through a foggy palace made of clouds in the spiral in the sky Owned by a tyrant on a thrown the storm perceived as divine Leader of treason promising a fantasy of going-to-be’s Smokey dream posing as ecstasy (careful what you) The kingdom of oblivion becomes the only certainty of anything Eventually the dream is all you know to be real Do you know what you believe (power, illusion) Do you know what you believe (careful what you) Try to sew up broken stitches as if it’ll make a difference Wedged inside each thread holds lies seeding denial These tangled wires keep Overriding each decision compromising each intention (careful what you believe) Where's the lesson in everything being predestined (careful what you believe) Sleep-walking through a foggy palace made of clouds in the spiral in the sky Owned by a tyrant on a thrown the storm perceived as divine Leader of treason promising a fantasy of going-to-be’s Smokey dream posing as ecstasy (careful what you believe) The kingdom of oblivion becomes the only certainty of anything Eventually the dream is all you know to be real (careful what you believe) Do you know what you believe (power, illusion) Do you know what you believe (careful what you)
3.
Architect 05:20
You had me Color-changing eyes blurry spinning and envisioning paradise Residing behind the other side of the sky Sending a message in the moonlight But really anything you look for you'll find Deceit is as easy as seeing stars that aren't there Time’s moving too slow So tell me whether believing illusion makes you a liar Or does it make you delusional Look at that your experiment that you rigged went Just as planned no shit Your elaborate script burned in the fire you set in my head And so did the test All the lessons fell in the water under the bridge I would of jumped from on your command The walls kept closing in so I ran right through them What did you expect Bitter architect let the maze get hazy I bet that he was hoping I’d go beg him to save me You had me If the clouds were falling down When nobody’s around to see 'em hit the ground Would the storm still be as loud Would it even make a sound Counting blessings every second turns to years spent stressing Where did the time go Accelerated in slow motion Wandering through endless smoke It gets harder to know If I'm still dreaming anymore The floor seems further than the ceiling than before Too deep the whole world keeps spinning You play that tune with the same melody on repeat But I'm too dizzy to see what it really means (you had me) Always revising to please constant criticizing (running in circles while you gas up the world) Couldn't even recognize me (and then you claim that you hate the grave you been replicating) Only defined however you decide (you had me) My entire life depended on being compliant (running in circles while you gas up the world) Felt like I was dying scared I was losing my mind (and then you claim that you hate the grave you been replicating) What a shame Look at that your experiment that you rigged went Just as planned no shit Your elaborate script burned in the fire you set in my head And so did the test All the lessons fell in the water under the bridge I would of jumped from on your command The walls kept closing in so I ran right through them What did you expect Bitter architect let the maze get hazy I bet that he was hoping I’d go beg him to save me (4x) You had me Running in circles while you Gas up the world and then you Claim that you hate the grave you Been replicating You had me You had me You had me You had me
4.
Desolation 04:49
Endless spiral started with a prophet red carpet Marked with the stains of unshakable karma From the bleeding heart of a Half dead star Reprised from the fires for a graveyard encore Mind hard-wired to abide by the role assigned Controlled by The tyrant on the outside of the screen i’m confined in Intricate design of the internal universe Cursed with deceptive reflections intertwined in the thread of it Awake in a dream as a jaded machine With manipulated predetermined fate Indirect dialect I’m expected to dissect But I left the message unread Inevitably every word loses sound When each discrepancy is so clearly Completely void of integrity Warped and destroyed What's left of it’s just noise Royal’s desolation trip Royal’s desolation trick Royal’s desolation trip Royal’s desolation trick Detached canvas collapses then I wake up in a castle Vacant hollow made of glass The last remains of paint evaporating In the atmosphere existence disappears Erasing every fear Levitating away from finite timelines With the ends of each side sewn together No one else is here Tear through every stitch there goes the limits Fixed vision on distant glitches Mixed within a rigid script Role with it ‘till it closes in on The mist distorting the program While you organize each command Rendered transports of selective frames To propagate your dishonest game A test with no right answers Every version of me questions If sincerity exists beyond anywhere That of which occupies my skin Awake in a dream as a jaded machine With manipulated predetermined fate Indirect dialect I’m expected to dissect But I left the message on read Inevitably every word loses sound When each discrepancy is so clearly Completely void of integrity Warped and destroyed What's left of it’s just noise Royal’s desolation trip Royal’s desolation trick Royal’s desolation trip Royal’s desolation trick

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released October 19, 2023

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